Certainty of action has been replaced by endless questions.
She was not supposed to be available.
ah! the sweet anxiety of love!
Whatever occurs between me, her, and others, I will simply focus on the best way to love her and always put that, not my desires for her, first. Only that way can I truly attempt to provide her with the greatest amount of happiness I am capable of adding to her life.
The story has taken an unexpected twist and the ending is unclear, full of endless possibilities.
Exciting.
-For more in this series and the story behind it, see 13 years