Playing the hand you are dealt.

finally got to talk to [her] and all is well.
made her a cd and she lent me one.
my mind has become quite disjointed of late
need to get it back on track.

Ended up going to her room
we hung out there, bathed only in the glow from her Christmas lights
played tricks on each other and her [roommate].

Best thing I can do is have no expectations.
I’ve never been able to stick with most any of my grand schemes
(the only ones that did involved chasing girls I was in love with).

Writing feels like a necessity.

-For more in this series and the story behind it, see 13 years