I do not remember a great deal, except that I was disappointed in it all.
[they] apparently had engagement rings.
A watermelon, strawberries and private stock
marriage as a sort of a panacea
As usual, my relationship with [her] continued to weave through being “okay,” “good,” “shitty,” & “what the hell are we doing?”
Put her out of mind.
Gather ground and make my way through the fields of rejection letters.
I need to get to Paris before I’m 30
staid life; passion, embracing it all.
unable to make proper sentences once more
I don’t want to get out of bed.
-For more in this series and the story behind it, see 13 years